i hate codes.everything about them just pisses me off!like..ooffftt!!¬¬
i'm not really in the best of form today..well i was the entire day until i came home.was s'pose to meet people today but i couldn't because your a stupid fucks that needs to get a grip.
thankyou for putting me in this mood!
now people prob think i hate them...or i'm pissed off at them and to be honest i really don't need that right now. for once things were going well for me,which is very rare and..:( i know my blog's very mopey lately which is why this is the last of my blogs.

laters.

so..it's easter sunday finally!:L and i'm offically the big sixteen..because i'm well cool and all that jazz:L i've had the best birthday weekend of my entire life and i will never forget it,it was just pure mental and i loved every minuet of it!:] but i've got a little bit of a problem lately..i've got these two spoons,and one's realllly cute and adorable,and the other ones hot and really nice and i like both spoons,but i don't know what one to make my tea with...ugh i#m so confused!i don't think spoon one likes tea very much to be honest...i think they just want to be used but spoon two's interested and i don't know!:S

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i just found my old suzanne vega cd :] haven't listend to that woman in ages,good times!mhm last few hours of being fifteen..fun!hope it's a better age,not much good came of being this age i know that much!lol.
fuck it's really warm in this house.
i got so many pretty new things today,new dress which i shall be wearing to the gig in hail rain or snow i don't care i'm fucking wearing it!i have to wear girly clothes..if i don't i'll just look like a man,or a dyke.i hate my new hair,why oh dear god why did i get it cut!:( oh wel...shit happens i guess!
i want a chevvy stingray!i'd glady settle for a batmobile though..lol. mhm.

roll on 16.

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good night!^^ it was actually amazing!:D
i love good moods,i've gotten out of my little fits of rage latley which is a good thing...for both me and everyone i know!lol.ohhh weelll!
ah i sat and watched hocus pocus today,brings back some memories i actualyl adore that film!!!
hair's going tuesday ahh i can't wait,stupid mop.


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bahhhhhhh humbug!!
what does that actually mean...:L
i have established that t.y. has turned my brain to mush!i can't spell right latley or talk for that matter,but sure shti happens i s'pose lol,awwwh man.
i'm having a good buzz his past few hours for a change,who knew how much fun yuo could have with a handfull of people a bale of hay and a few toxic waste bars!awh yeah..discovered those today too toxic waste bars..there basically just a big rip off of stinger bars i never fucking liked those!blehh!
my hairs fucking crazy today...i like to think of it as the"i just licked a plug"look lol.
i just realised the only thing that made me feel pretty about today was fake...but fake eyelashes are the best thing that was ever created by man!well..next to chocolate of course!
read the most disturbing poem of my life today and it actually made me cry..and i'm not one to understand poetry at all!sylvia plath..crazy bitch!

"i want to fill it with colours and ducks,the zoo of the new"

i nearly died when my phsyco bitch of an english teacher asked me to read it out today...hitler!

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mhm..ecdl,fun! i'm hungry ¬¬
made a big ass poster today of grease,and it was there i discovered i think i've got a problem with making posters and paint!i always seem to end up making up posters for absoloutly everything even paddy's day and we weren't evenin school for that!:L
i'm so poor this week,i have to get 20 credit,contacts new foundation and i think i'm just going to cancel dublin compeletly!

i'm so proud of myself,new plan, new image,new me!:] also,i'm now instead of going through two or three packets a week,i'm going halfers on one packet which means ten a week!
gym and swimming tomorrow..should be good ahh i can't wait to just get my goals again!

awwh the cutest thing ever got said to me and i didn't even realise!^^

god damn right it's a beautfuil day!^^

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yuo're not the only person who tries to keep things right you know!i actually honest to god give up,i can't figure you out or understand you at all!you'd swear the whole world depended on you the way you're talking,give yourself a break,but wait i forgot..heroes don't take breaks do they?heroes don't sleep either!i don't get it!i don't get you!and you make things seem way more complicated than they already are,why..it's pointless and it makes no sense!you're driving me insane here!and it's only recently you've been like this...now that you're "opening up" bullshit..wait i forgot another thing,you don't open up to people because you're scared if people know the real yuo they won't like you!you can't keep up the charade any longer!ugh just cop on to yuorself!the world will still be here with or without you!ugh.

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awh man!just landed myself like shit loads of cd's :] so i'm quite happy with that..including tom waits!^^
town wasn't too bad today,managed to like sleep it so didn't go to school and i bought myself some sunny d!
i realised people actually can't keep their mouths shut so i'm now going to keep it all to myself..idiots.lol.
awwh i'm in sucha cathy davey mood,it's brilliant!love that woman.

i'm in need of a haircut¬¬ badly..it's like turning into a fluffy mess :L t.y. ball was a blast!my feet were pretty much fucked and at some stages i think it would have hurt less to cut them off but it was good nontheless!:]
awh man..i'd kill for a subway right now!haha speaking of which..they now know my order off by heart:L me and alex went halfers on a sub today..funn times!lol.

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i do!but i shouldn't...arrgh!
:S
well this is going to be interesting!¬¬
t.y. ball saturday can't wait :]

work expirence my god,chemists really aren't that fun lol. although i do like pricing things with the wee gun thing..yeah i'm going to rob that one day!ohhhhhhhhhhhh my god!yesterday was awful,you see...in work all i do is sit down on my ass all day bar for like ten mins when i have to go to riva across the road to get everyones tea but yeah. yesterday i decided to wear heels because as i said..i don't do much at all!but no,i was sent to every shop on the street and tescos which is like a twenty min walk to get to twice!!!then...my feet were killing me so i was like right..fuck this i'll get the bus home now but no,i missed the bus!¬¬
haha so i ended up walking home and i made it to like o hanlon park before i actually couldnt move another step it was awful and i ended up being carried and they rann it was so fucking scary!!:L
note to self: never wear heels to work again!!

but those shoes are soo cute!!^^

smiles all round!:]

wow...where do i begin!this weekend has actually been amazing!i've had so much fun and i'm just actually so happy!!:D like i got to see people i haven't seen in so long that i've really missed!i'm un-grounded and i dunno,i've just had such a childish two days it was fucking deadly!!!^^
like yesterday i got attacked by someone in a whinny the poo outfit..well not attacked just got a reaaallly tight hug but still :L and today was just awsome!!it was such a childish day and i was such a messer!!went down to lally's and my god it was just so much craic until i got lifted and swung about the place but it was still fun!

i love this weekend!!!:D
thanks for this!:]

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oooopht!¬¬ i'm so argh latley,it's not even funny..and i'm not even in the mood to listen to cathy davey,that's when i know things are just plain wierd.
ugh,and like..yeah. arrrghhhh i dunno.i just want to explode or something and i've a sudden urge for something fizzy...damn my house anyways. seen people i haven't seen in yonks today,that was nice i guess. i hate when people assume things..seriously!and i just really hate dundalk,it fustrates me so much and there's nothing to do here..i mean there's actually nothing bar the marshes which is a load of bollocks after a while and i'm soooo fucking sick of it. i want to move to australia or something. ugh.i'm going to explode.

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oh my god,oh my god!seriously!!i actually hate somethings in this world,one in pictular!fucking arrgghh!
why,why do you actually bother trying to twist things when yuo know right well it's not going to work,people know right well what you doing belive me..we all learned from our mistakes ecpically when it comes round to this stupid sad excuse for a person!i;m so sick of people trying their best to break things up or to spark off a fight!like seriously..do you have nothing better to do with your fucking time??thought you might have something better to do seeing as you've got your little clique now who follow your every command because apparently the fucking sun shines out of your arse!!!
i beg to differ.
grow up or get a life please!!ugghh!or perhaps grow some balls,and mabey say these things to people faces..that's another thing i hate okay i know i can be false at times but seriously..what your doing?that's a different story all together. ugghhhhhhhh!¬¬

rain :(

arrrgghhh rain!on the bright side..I'm going blond tonight,so my hair colour can no longer run with the rain :L

old man rain and windy weather they won't mar your way
old man rain is out to dinner with his lady may

room enough for everybody
room enough for me
room enough for every season
room enough for me

rum rum ready run run away

when you see your family courting with a hurricane whistle down to old man rain he'll bring them home again.

mhm,people are actually soo fuckin' confusing an arrggghh!!¬¬
why say anything if you don't know what your talking about,i'm so confused and like man..i don't even know anymore!
:/

arrggghhh!

i hate cooking!¬¬
i haven't done home ec up until this year..with good fucking reason,mainly being..i can't cook!at all!and today i had to spend what..three classes on making a tiramsu and yeah arrggghhh!for some competition which i was forced to do may i add which i hate!!
today was so dossy..i did nothing!oh and i got to like hand out these little heart shaped lollypops for cancer around the school..and like okay,there a euro but there for a good cause yes?and did like anybody by them?no. my god!people are so unbeliveably stingey..it's not even funny!one euro for a lolly that's really pretty and tastes amazing and at the same time your donating money to people with cancer!ugghhh!stupid bastards.

there's nothing good on t.v. and i STILL can't go outside not until like wedensday which is a load of bollocks and ugh!:(

good buzz!

well today was ella's barn which was actually good enough craic...no classes ate cake took pictures and ate heart shaped lollies!^^
and..i had my hair back today for the first time in like..two years!:O shock..yes i know lol. any-hu!
i've been in a good mood today so far,i just need something to spoil it now. i think i'm like allergic to night times or something because i'm always well..i'm normally in a good mood until like six or seven and then i go all "ah..the worlds against me i'm going to sit and write about my problems now" like you know?:L

nevermind.
i'm really likeing pictures on blogs at the moment!

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ahh...i feel so full!oh my god the worst thing ever happened to me today!well..it wasn't that bad really but it sucked!i was fucking starvin' and like i went to the canteen and got brown bread a a yoghart because like healthy and i'm trying to give up chocolate and of course i forgot a spoon and i opened the butter and like the bread fell..so i couldn't eat that,so i had to use a knife!!¬¬

lol lunch was actually the best craic i've had in a long time!i haven't been hyper in ages and i can't remember the last time i actually felt like such a child!we just kept fucking pushing each other off the chairs and firing cushions and paint at eachother lmao!^^

painted the stilts for the traidfair finals today,lime green...oh sha!
ella's barn tommorrow should be well cute!^^ and...i finally finished my french prokect today on fashion you had to say which model you wanted to look like and which clothes blah blah and who got a b who did?me!lol
i want to look like agyness deyn,or audry hepburn ¬¬
ohh shaaa!!i just put a picture on my blog,okay i actually seen them on peoples blogs and wanted to know how the hell they did that lol.

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why,seriously!what is your problem!or like..yeah,better yet,what's mine..i don't know what's wrong with me lately,i can't stop it and i'm not talking to all the people i normallt talk to.i hate it when this happens..you become friends with people and then suddenly they stop talking to yuo and you'se fall out for an unknown reason.blehhh.

pancake tuesday!

well...today was a load of bollocks,it really and truly was.
art today,had to draw profile pictures which sucked, but then again i couldn't really but sam's beauty on paper.

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and had to make liek shit loads of pancakes which weren't even half cooked and they were so shammy looking and grosse and ugh.
sai is cool :)

...or so she thinks.

o...OOOOOOO bitchy r we sinead or should i say...aids.

what the fuck?fucking lesbian ¬¬ lol ahh i kid,i love her really lol.^^
can't really say the samefor some of the other fag's in the class though but sure no matter,can't helo who you like i guess!in my case..i just don't seem to like that many of them.
and there all looking well reading this..why is beyond me but sure i just keep on typing.

i had paint on my face all day andi only copped on now :S not cool.
my "n" problem doenst seem to be going away!!

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well the gig was last night,me and alex did our set and it wasn't half as scary as i thouhgt it was.
i sucked...and i kept looking down at the guitar and whenever i lifted my head up i could see people being all like "thumbs up" and i could just feel my cheeks burning lol.
i actually don't know what i did that night..and like i wouln't mind i was compeletly sober i actually can't just remember!

i hate my "n" problem and alex's too,it's a load of shite!and like i can't say it to anyone because if i do i'll just feel stupid and oh my god i don't know ¬¬
at least i had a chinease today,that wasn't so bad!

my dah bought be the first cathy davey album and shiney blue shoes today..for no reason,so i've got something to be happy about now lol.

i need a fun day,just a day dedicated to pure fun..if that makes sense :S
i'm so bored,like unbeliveably bored,and emotional!arrrgggghhhh.
sai popped round tonight so,i felt very loved i missed that girl and everyone else. i hate being grounded they might as well just tie me up and keep me in the shed for a month!there's not much of a difference anyways!

i highly dislike that girl...with a fucking passion!why people like her is totally beyond me!i mean come on!and she's oh so "scene" faggot. ¬¬

i need a hug. i haven't been propperly happy since like...the summer or yeah actually the summer!before i found out what people were like and when everyone was nice and i wasn't actually grounded. i'm missing everything!it's not fair!and i know i sound like a whiney cunt but fuck it i don't care!!
also..why!why in godsname!it's back..and i was doing so well,it was gone actually no i haven't seen it since like november mabey,but nope...arrrrggghhh. help!:(

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okay so,the first week is finally over.just three more to go until freedom!lol. can't wait for the gig on saturday,although i'm slightly worried about actually playing like,what if they all stay in and make a laugh and yeah..me and criticism don't go to well,at all!!
i've been looking at photo's and my god,i've never noticed so many of my fucking flaws i knew i had a few but...fuck sake!this just put a dampner on my whole life now!!¬¬ njfbvipvnp

arrrgggghhhh!

miiih!i want to paint on my wall,might to that tomorrow.it'll give me something to do other than sleep i guess.

well today was rather boring!¬¬ nothing happened..at all!and i've got this horroble thing tomorrow for relegion that we have to act out infront of the fifth first and second years! okay..first and seconds years i couldn't care less about,but fifth years!:| that i simply cannot do!and i wouldn't mind...i said i didn't want to to it and what happened?she made me!!stupid fucker.

mini gig tomorrow at lunch,mixed feelings on that one!it could go really well or...reallly bad!:S mainly because there a pack of rebellious stoners who are threatning to bring "fans" and play in the nick!x]

i don't think i can handle the boredom much longer,i hope people visit me next week :S otherwise i most propably will go insane!and belive me...it's not fun!i made a smiley and a happy face out of a fucking polysterine cup today in maths!!><
mhm..i'm feeling tired!and it's so early jesus.
cen fath is there never anything good ar an telfis??? man i need to brush up on me irish!:S

wedensday blues.

i hate the way wedensday t.v. is always crap!i normally don't have to watch it because you know i go outside for ages come home go on this when everyones on get sleepy go to bed but nope.i just simply had to get myself grounded,as always at the most fucking akward times!right before the mid -term. so,guess how i'll be spending it: asleep,playing guitar on my own,that sounds sooooo pathetic. ugghh!!!!i think i've got like the mid week blues or something,which isn't really nice to be having.

i had the wierdest dream ever last nigh!i was like best friends with someone who i haven't talked to propperly in well over a year and i was actually so close to them it's unreal!and i ended up falling out with them but got back friends and we were in tanagh it was just so strange,old times :/
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okay...now i'm just anoyed!not only is there nothing on t.v. there's nobody online who's bothered to talk to be and there's nothing to eat!

mhm!

i want new hair.my old hair,nice thick hair that's brown.and i'll never get it back ever!¬¬ i neeed a capo badly note to self,invest in one!
I'm the the mood for a brunch!^^ yum..i lived on those in the summer those and the slushies you got from the shop that's like two seconds away from the pretty place in the park!i wish it was summer already!i'm so sick of school and everyones childish behavior and in summer it all just floats away and everyones chilled and relaxed.
i miss just lying on the grass and the sun shining and everyone laughing and getting along!and the smell of grass that's just been freshly cut!once you smell that...you know it's summer! i remember last summer like towards the end there was litrilly everyone of the people i liked and that i was close to all lying on the grass just chilling and talking about random things and even the people that hated each other just got along!and all my old mates that used to hang round with us were there before they fucked off into sixth year and collage and mannn....summer,where are you?

drama queen.

i actually really do hate being in an all girls school. bitchyness galore!!!¬¬
and to be honest i'm sick of it. i'm sick of all the fake smiles and dirty looks sly remarks and silent fights and most of all i hate when you leave a room and you come back and everythings compeltly silent and yeah..that's basically it!lol!!uggh....i wish i was less angry. "pissy myers" lol.
if i wasn't close with two people i most propably would go insane or become a hermit of some source,although one i don't get to see due to different years and stuff which suck but sure no matter!and i know i take all this way to seriously and i take all these things to heart!but i actually can't help it!!and they know what i'm like so arrrggghhhhh! ¬¬

The beached whales are coming in friday..should be interesting!hope all goes to plan and that they don't end up stripping and running though the school..it wouldn't actually shockl me!:L

i'm beginning to think i'm dyslexic!either that or i just forget how to type on a keyboard lol.

shploo.

well..it's snowing!awwh it actually looks so pretty!and it's that propper snow that you can make snowmen out of!not that shitty snow that melts before you even get to look at it which is un-usual!lol.
grounded isn't too bad,i found my other plugs so i can keep that open,and i also found a lovley packet of kimberly biscuits!:]
i miss town though..as much as i complain about it,it's soemthing to do i guess!i just hope the gig will go well.
by the end of this i'll know who my friends are ^^
awh mann i'm hungry...think i'll go eat those biscuits!

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why can't something good happen!just once...just fucking mabey one time something good can happen to me instead of all this shit!and i'm sick of it!!
between loosing friends,stress stupid fucking english teachers and plugs!
yeahh you've guessed it!i got caught with my plug today..not a good month.

okay so things are finally begining to sort things out...about time eh?
csi sucked tonight!i should really be doing my portfolio but i could not be fucking arsed at all...and i need to get smokes which means i have to get up reallly early arrrggghhhh :[
mhm,i miss it terribly and i actually forget what it's like. my god it sucks...where in godsname are you?asshole.lol.

ahhhhhhhh oh my god,i'd kill for an ice-burger right now,or remember the special edition twisters where there like strawberry or a straberyy calipo!damnn!

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i have fallen in love with albert nindas version of wueithering heights!!!it's amazing!
^^

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another tuesday in school!and guess what,it's raining yet again!!¬¬
i'm stuck in the computer room in the castle for european studies,i'm s'pose to be writting about antrim or something gay along those lines but i'd much rather do this to be honest.
i can't hack the bitchyness anymore!i hate being in an all girls school,theres so much lies and arrggghhhhh!!!and the thing is,in the class there's differen't cliques and in mine there's six,but if you fall out with one you fallout with them all!and ugghh i don't know,i'm just really disliking school today :S
i miss the song workshop..it was so much better.i'd soo fucking kill for a scone right now!
arrgghhh!!p.e....me and gaelic don't go well at all!!!

breathe.

well..i'm most definatly a calmer sin today!lol.but i don't know...it's happening again,okay i'm a very dis organised person,but i do actullally get things done!just not till the last minuet but i do!and well the stress of this is actually ridcilous,once again people aren't pulling their weight and once again there what...two out of six that actually give a damn about pulling this off!it's just so stupid and at the end they claim all the credit,not this time love!

also...what the hell,why do people bother spreading rumous!okay fair enough..we all do it in some way shape or form but like come on!some idiot's going round trying to sabotage a gig that we've worked out fucking asses off for all for what exacltly...a wierd hatred for one of the members?or just for their own personal amusment.

also love,CALM DOWN lol. i think you know who i'm refering to!things will work out in good time just not for a while and it will happen eventually!

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That pretty much sums up how i feel lol.
you know when your like..yeah "i hate her" or like.."my god i hate him" but you don't really mean it your just angry at them?yeah..i never thought i'd actually grow such a hatred to such a two faced asswipe who hasn't even got the balls to any of this to my face!but then again like you know..i'm a horrible person i guess,because what..I FUCKING TELL THE TRUTH!!!!was it be who makes peoples lives misery?no. me who makes people un happy?no! me who gets everyone cought in my web of betryal and lies??no!!!
so just fuck off already!stop it with your fake smiles and hugs and "yay i'm such a nice person" because my god your not love..your far from it!!!
AND HOW DARE YOU bad mouth me to people!making up stupid lies like "i stole your whatever friends"because i actually didn't!you never know..you might get them back by sluting around or soemthing!yeha becuse thats how friendships are made these days love!!!

got that tuesday feeling!

since when did desperate housewives become soppy?and people here are so emotional latley..it's actually wierd,something in the water perahaps?
i fucking hate trying to type really quietly ¬¬ but sure no matter!

ahh song school today!^^ it was well cool,and and annddddd who's getting their song recorded?chyeah..that's right me!lol.sorry i want to be smug for a while lol!yeah..we had to make up songs and shite and we get them recorded i love my group :]
missed pe today...SCOREE!!!no more gaelic for me!^^ fuck i hate it..and i swear to god i've got this bad luck streak...everytime i play that game,i get injured somehow!i'm tellin' ye..one of these days i'll be in a hopital over it!lol.

i've realise i spend far too much of my life watching movies!they leave standards far too high and there always really sad cute "i want a boy" films or just sad..films lol!
speaking of which my god,i sat and watched missippi burning last night and i've never been so fucking pissed in my entire life!!
watch it you'll unterstand!

the new cadburys add is the best thing since fucking sliced bread!!!pure genius!^^

i try to be nice,i try to be civil all for what??for it to be thrown back into my face!last time i try to do something nice..well for you anyways ¬¬
and ugghhh i've got a cold!i have a sudden urge to do drama though...but i think it's a bit late for me to be starting :S bollocks.
i've decided i'm dedicating an entire wall to fruit salad bar!
i want a punk!lol...chance of coming across one of those here damn!

goal:speak french fluently!

ahrgh.

man,i feel sick but i'm hungry...but i'm sick so i can't actually eat anything!dammit!¬¬
i think i've a new obession with blondie!good suff.

good buzz!

ah man,today was a good day!:L
and guess what...i don't have any school all this week,why?because i'm on work exp!and *drumrolls* i'm a florist!^^
which basically means i make basket flowers and paper wraps and i get to smell really nice after work!:]
i felt really old today on my lunch walking through the marshes seeing all these twenty something or other year olds all in town doing nothing and then me a goon of a fifteen year old pottering around with my head in the clouds walking into walls and taking chairs with me.
yeah..i had a bit of an embarassment today,was on my way to talk to the bagel bar staff and i kinda like actually no,i haven't a notion how it happend but i ended up dragging like two chairs and one fell and made a really big bang and everyones head turned and i could feel my cheeks burning with embarasment soooo...i drowned my sorrows in some killer ice-cream!:]
good buzz?kinda lol.

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yet another bad start for me...it really isn't my week,and the worst part is,i've another three years in dundalk and i'm not sixteen for another few months so yeah ahhh!!!¬¬
i'm begining to really dislike school..and my english teacher ugh.
and why is dundalk so cold!i'm sorry for anyone that reads this but i'm just not having a good week..and i know everyone had their own bad ones but i'm too emotional for my own good and i can't help it and ugh.
at leats i haven't got school next week i guess...a whole week in a florists,might be interesting.
i miss people...and i shouldn't but i do!somebody slap them thoughts out of my head please!!!!

oh,

and one more thing!i'm soo sorry for anyone who has to hear me go on about these things i really am lol.

not a good day.

ahhrrrgghh....today was not a good day,after i've sat thinking about everything that's going on it's really not a good start to 2009.
i HATE annoying people who pretend to act stupid because they think it's funny and that everyone love them for it.
i HATE control freaks who takes over everything and thing there just bloody brilliant when there clearly not like come on..state.
i HATE when i go on rants i can't help it and i fucking HATE my self pity moods but i've just gone insane lately. and to be quite honest i'm so sick of singleness it's unreal all i want is a guy that makes me smile that makes me happy and can i find him any where?...NO!!!
and then i go and find a secret blog which i'm sorry but yuo could have at least changed names or something that was so harsh and bitchy you silly fucking tramp.
i'm in desperate need of something sugary or chocolatly but theres nothing to eat in my god damn house and i'm sick of it!!!
and to top it all off i was stuck minding a three year old or for some fucking reason is obessed with the fucking wiggles and fireman sam!!ahh today is not a good day!!!!

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arrrggghh!i'm so fucking annoyed!!
i hate peoples falseness,lies and what i did had to be done...right?
i can't sleep i hate saturdays!!why can't jasper be in dundalk lol.

man...it's officall i have now become a proud tea-a-holic!lol,alex see what you do to people?and i've discovered i have an unhealthy obession with the home bakery and chocolate cake O_o

i loved the store today :)

hummm!
school...wasn't actually half bad today!although my god was it cold outside!!brr...
stupid teacher making me take off my hat!mhm!!lol.
i really need to learn how to dye my hair properly..and not miss half my head!!ahh man...

mhm...need food.

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today was nice!peacefull and strange lol. i really don't think anything beats catching up with friends on a trip home bakery and costa :]
damn those fucking pink flakey's are soooo nice!!!whoahhh....i was a bit of a pig today and had like three.oh well,holidays: it's an excuse i guess!^^
i want my guitar :( it's taking it's time to come back in stock i#ll fucking say that much!

mhm...chicken noodle soup!!there's no nice bread in the house..like what the fuck!all i ask of is to wake up go down stairs for some bread,well normal bread like white bread..or brown bread,i'll even eat that!but no what do i get?wierd sad excuse of brown bread with like seeds and stuff in them..dodgey much?
i couldn't have my nutella lol.so please...buy some normal food??lol.

dvd player broke!!:O how will i live!!!!*sniff*and i ran out of credit..not only that but my free call and texts are gone too,not the best of evenings i've had!

i am a dramatic person,that much i can deal with. i get wound up easily. i'm annoyed easily so can you people all just fuck off and stop pressing my god damn fucking buttons!!¬¬
*deep breath*
now that that's out of my system,i woke up to a clean bed room for the first time in god knows how long.it's nice,i think i'll keep it this way :]
so..i've all these records and no bluetack,not to self :buy some tomorrow!

i love lazy days,i pigged out all day and felt sorry for myself!brought a big jar of nutella and a spoon,cuddled up in my duvet that smells really nice [due to my mam buying new stuff that leaves duvets smelling nice?lol] and watching pirates of the carribean and the goonies on repeat. i was the happiest girl alive for a while today lol.

i've realised i've an unhealthy obession with putting all my songs into different playlists :S playlist today? : cathy davey ft. the red hot chilli's and some beck.

now....where's my nutella!

mhmm funn!

i miss the box of pity!
being boy repelent is so not fun.lexi,i share your pain love!lol.
lesbian couples lol...good excuse.