i hate codes.everything about them just pisses me off!like..ooffftt!!¬¬
i'm not really in the best of form today..well i was the entire day until i came home.was s'pose to meet people today but i couldn't because your a stupid fucks that needs to get a grip.
thankyou for putting me in this mood!
now people prob think i hate them...or i'm pissed off at them and to be honest i really don't need that right now. for once things were going well for me,which is very rare and..:( i know my blog's very mopey lately which is why this is the last of my blogs.

laters.

so..it's easter sunday finally!:L and i'm offically the big sixteen..because i'm well cool and all that jazz:L i've had the best birthday weekend of my entire life and i will never forget it,it was just pure mental and i loved every minuet of it!:] but i've got a little bit of a problem lately..i've got these two spoons,and one's realllly cute and adorable,and the other ones hot and really nice and i like both spoons,but i don't know what one to make my tea with...ugh i#m so confused!i don't think spoon one likes tea very much to be honest...i think they just want to be used but spoon two's interested and i don't know!:S

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i just found my old suzanne vega cd :] haven't listend to that woman in ages,good times!mhm last few hours of being fifteen..fun!hope it's a better age,not much good came of being this age i know that much!lol.
fuck it's really warm in this house.
i got so many pretty new things today,new dress which i shall be wearing to the gig in hail rain or snow i don't care i'm fucking wearing it!i have to wear girly clothes..if i don't i'll just look like a man,or a dyke.i hate my new hair,why oh dear god why did i get it cut!:( oh wel...shit happens i guess!
i want a chevvy stingray!i'd glady settle for a batmobile though..lol. mhm.

roll on 16.

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good night!^^ it was actually amazing!:D
i love good moods,i've gotten out of my little fits of rage latley which is a good thing...for both me and everyone i know!lol.ohhh weelll!
ah i sat and watched hocus pocus today,brings back some memories i actualyl adore that film!!!
hair's going tuesday ahh i can't wait,stupid mop.


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bahhhhhhh humbug!!
what does that actually mean...:L
i have established that t.y. has turned my brain to mush!i can't spell right latley or talk for that matter,but sure shti happens i s'pose lol,awwwh man.
i'm having a good buzz his past few hours for a change,who knew how much fun yuo could have with a handfull of people a bale of hay and a few toxic waste bars!awh yeah..discovered those today too toxic waste bars..there basically just a big rip off of stinger bars i never fucking liked those!blehh!
my hairs fucking crazy today...i like to think of it as the"i just licked a plug"look lol.
i just realised the only thing that made me feel pretty about today was fake...but fake eyelashes are the best thing that was ever created by man!well..next to chocolate of course!
read the most disturbing poem of my life today and it actually made me cry..and i'm not one to understand poetry at all!sylvia plath..crazy bitch!

"i want to fill it with colours and ducks,the zoo of the new"

i nearly died when my phsyco bitch of an english teacher asked me to read it out today...hitler!

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mhm..ecdl,fun! i'm hungry ¬¬
made a big ass poster today of grease,and it was there i discovered i think i've got a problem with making posters and paint!i always seem to end up making up posters for absoloutly everything even paddy's day and we weren't evenin school for that!:L
i'm so poor this week,i have to get 20 credit,contacts new foundation and i think i'm just going to cancel dublin compeletly!

i'm so proud of myself,new plan, new image,new me!:] also,i'm now instead of going through two or three packets a week,i'm going halfers on one packet which means ten a week!
gym and swimming tomorrow..should be good ahh i can't wait to just get my goals again!

awwh the cutest thing ever got said to me and i didn't even realise!^^

god damn right it's a beautfuil day!^^

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yuo're not the only person who tries to keep things right you know!i actually honest to god give up,i can't figure you out or understand you at all!you'd swear the whole world depended on you the way you're talking,give yourself a break,but wait i forgot..heroes don't take breaks do they?heroes don't sleep either!i don't get it!i don't get you!and you make things seem way more complicated than they already are,why..it's pointless and it makes no sense!you're driving me insane here!and it's only recently you've been like this...now that you're "opening up" bullshit..wait i forgot another thing,you don't open up to people because you're scared if people know the real yuo they won't like you!you can't keep up the charade any longer!ugh just cop on to yuorself!the world will still be here with or without you!ugh.