:S

well the gig was last night,me and alex did our set and it wasn't half as scary as i thouhgt it was.
i sucked...and i kept looking down at the guitar and whenever i lifted my head up i could see people being all like "thumbs up" and i could just feel my cheeks burning lol.
i actually don't know what i did that night..and like i wouln't mind i was compeletly sober i actually can't just remember!

i hate my "n" problem and alex's too,it's a load of shite!and like i can't say it to anyone because if i do i'll just feel stupid and oh my god i don't know ¬¬
at least i had a chinease today,that wasn't so bad!

my dah bought be the first cathy davey album and shiney blue shoes today..for no reason,so i've got something to be happy about now lol.