i need a fun day,just a day dedicated to pure fun..if that makes sense :S
i'm so bored,like unbeliveably bored,and emotional!arrrgggghhhh.
sai popped round tonight so,i felt very loved i missed that girl and everyone else. i hate being grounded they might as well just tie me up and keep me in the shed for a month!there's not much of a difference anyways!

i highly dislike that girl...with a fucking passion!why people like her is totally beyond me!i mean come on!and she's oh so "scene" faggot. ¬¬

i need a hug. i haven't been propperly happy since like...the summer or yeah actually the summer!before i found out what people were like and when everyone was nice and i wasn't actually grounded. i'm missing everything!it's not fair!and i know i sound like a whiney cunt but fuck it i don't care!!
also..why!why in godsname!it's back..and i was doing so well,it was gone actually no i haven't seen it since like november mabey,but nope...arrrrggghhh. help!:(

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