oh,

and one more thing!i'm soo sorry for anyone who has to hear me go on about these things i really am lol.

not a good day.

ahhrrrgghh....today was not a good day,after i've sat thinking about everything that's going on it's really not a good start to 2009.
i HATE annoying people who pretend to act stupid because they think it's funny and that everyone love them for it.
i HATE control freaks who takes over everything and thing there just bloody brilliant when there clearly not like come on..state.
i HATE when i go on rants i can't help it and i fucking HATE my self pity moods but i've just gone insane lately. and to be quite honest i'm so sick of singleness it's unreal all i want is a guy that makes me smile that makes me happy and can i find him any where?...NO!!!
and then i go and find a secret blog which i'm sorry but yuo could have at least changed names or something that was so harsh and bitchy you silly fucking tramp.
i'm in desperate need of something sugary or chocolatly but theres nothing to eat in my god damn house and i'm sick of it!!!
and to top it all off i was stuck minding a three year old or for some fucking reason is obessed with the fucking wiggles and fireman sam!!ahh today is not a good day!!!!

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arrrggghh!i'm so fucking annoyed!!
i hate peoples falseness,lies and what i did had to be done...right?
i can't sleep i hate saturdays!!why can't jasper be in dundalk lol.

man...it's officall i have now become a proud tea-a-holic!lol,alex see what you do to people?and i've discovered i have an unhealthy obession with the home bakery and chocolate cake O_o

i loved the store today :)

hummm!
school...wasn't actually half bad today!although my god was it cold outside!!brr...
stupid teacher making me take off my hat!mhm!!lol.
i really need to learn how to dye my hair properly..and not miss half my head!!ahh man...

mhm...need food.

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today was nice!peacefull and strange lol. i really don't think anything beats catching up with friends on a trip home bakery and costa :]
damn those fucking pink flakey's are soooo nice!!!whoahhh....i was a bit of a pig today and had like three.oh well,holidays: it's an excuse i guess!^^
i want my guitar :( it's taking it's time to come back in stock i#ll fucking say that much!

mhm...chicken noodle soup!!there's no nice bread in the house..like what the fuck!all i ask of is to wake up go down stairs for some bread,well normal bread like white bread..or brown bread,i'll even eat that!but no what do i get?wierd sad excuse of brown bread with like seeds and stuff in them..dodgey much?
i couldn't have my nutella lol.so please...buy some normal food??lol.

dvd player broke!!:O how will i live!!!!*sniff*and i ran out of credit..not only that but my free call and texts are gone too,not the best of evenings i've had!

i am a dramatic person,that much i can deal with. i get wound up easily. i'm annoyed easily so can you people all just fuck off and stop pressing my god damn fucking buttons!!¬¬
*deep breath*
now that that's out of my system,i woke up to a clean bed room for the first time in god knows how long.it's nice,i think i'll keep it this way :]
so..i've all these records and no bluetack,not to self :buy some tomorrow!

i love lazy days,i pigged out all day and felt sorry for myself!brought a big jar of nutella and a spoon,cuddled up in my duvet that smells really nice [due to my mam buying new stuff that leaves duvets smelling nice?lol] and watching pirates of the carribean and the goonies on repeat. i was the happiest girl alive for a while today lol.

i've realised i've an unhealthy obession with putting all my songs into different playlists :S playlist today? : cathy davey ft. the red hot chilli's and some beck.

now....where's my nutella!

mhmm funn!

i miss the box of pity!
being boy repelent is so not fun.lexi,i share your pain love!lol.
lesbian couples lol...good excuse.